rollerblading, cycling, step up 3 with salted popcorn and hawt casts and cool moves, koi AI-YU Passion Fruit bubble tea
a relaxing and tiring day today!
thanks for the company. it was hilarious to see him try to skate. absolutely hilarious. LOL.
i'm glad to have found a chattable friend like him. (:
Windsurfing CCA. to join or not to join? =\
sighs, damn pissed off with my group of friends.
they all agreed and ask me to plan holiday to bintan, now i got the villa, rach say her mum dont let, daryl say see whether floorball wants him for sunig. WTH IS THIS?! then the costs how?! please be more responsible pple! i'm damn bloody pissed to be honest.
SUNBURNT. its been a long long long long long time since i have gotten a sunburnt liddat. feels good to have pretty rosy cheeks (:, but my back hurts! my shoulder hurt! my arms hurt too! dangs...
just had a cockroach treasure hunt in my sister's room -_-" cudnt find it after half an hour. when it has a will to hide, it really hides itself well mans. just please dont let it wander into my room...looks like little sis is gonna come occupy half my bed tonight...
spin me silly, 1:05 AM.
omg. thanks LIM ZHI HAO.
now that i know its from you, i'll appreciate it more luh!!!
you should have told me from the start! rahhs!
all along i thought its from my ex, so my feelings were like...happy but annoyed...and annoyed and annoyed..thinking why i already made it clear he still send.
Tried verifying it with the mini cards you sent me along with the stress ball pig and sunflower but realized you didnt call me melly. nor know my address...
i think i just poured alot of cold water with my previous blogpost, didnt i.
SORRY! and THANKS! (:
sighs, i think i spoilt it all with my horrible deductions...
i'm sorry, i owe you one.
Thanks for the flowers.
Jiayou with the remaining 7 hours of shift tonight.
when school starts for you, i'll tell you where's nice nearby for a free good meal from mel! haha.
so many things to blog, so jumbled up. alamak. oh well. hahaha. i can only say see la! sms not reliable! i really didnt receive it at all. Lols.
spin me silly, 12:52 AM.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
its been a really long time since i've blogged...
didnt blog through my whole horrid depression experience phrase, but am thankful for all who stood by me and gave me a hand...if not who knows where i'd be now? in IMH maybe?
life's getting better these past 5 days that i've started working in the Bank of Singapore. to be honest, i actually like my job...compared to the previous one as ACE insurance. (even though my colleagues there are all nice people). This one, the atmosphere, the surroundings, the environment...everything is more vibrant to me. The job scope as well...I think i still love the banking environment more. and those with regards to events planning.
as for my dating life, well...i guess a few people have asked me out, but i dont think i'm ready to commit to any relationship at this point in time. i just feel, tired and empty and not ready to accept anybody.
the strangest part was receiving a bouquet of 12 roses and 5 gerbera and lavenders today! apparently its from an unknown sender, he/she didnt leave their name...how did he/she know my address?! seriously...i dont know whether to be happy or annoyed. its driving me crazy that i dont even know anyone possible who'd send it.
To: Melly~ (seriously, who calls me melly?? someone close??)
"you may just be one of the many inevitable reasons that make life beautiful"
GOSH.
i should just call FarEastFlora and demand for the sender's details.zzz
went out for buffet dinner at ban heng with madd and her boyfriend eric today, and madeline invited QJ...cause she made me ask my friend along so i wont be lonely. at first it was weird max cause QJ didnt know them both. just come to pei me only, cause scared i extra. but QJ warmed up i guess. stupid madd and her evil pairing me up plan! RAHHH. just you wait madd, sweet revenge coming right up uh! on fb! hmph.
With regards to QJ, i hope he wont get hurt, because i dont know if i'll ever be open to the idea of love again.
life's slowly getting back to normal. i hope i'll never have to hit rock bottom with depression and anxiety again...i'm not really back to my old bubbly self yet, but am glad to say i'm on the route to recovery (:
"On this day, God wants you to know ... that you are blessed. You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere." (:
Thanks God. your quotes made me see the positive side of life.
be strong girl. be strong. be there for others like you've always been. this time, remember to be there for yourself too.
karadesu, the only exception.
spin me silly, 12:22 AM.