Saturday, September 25, 2010
Blogging through my iPhone cause my laptop is down, again. sighs. it's gonna cost my parents more money again. better not bug them with subsidizing my DSLR. ):
6 hours of lecture in a day is really detrimental to my body.
Feeling horrid now. Like half wanting to puke, half headache, aching everywhere as though I'm gonna get fever soon. My nose is dripping as and when it feels like it and I keep alternating between feeling hot and feeling cold. ); who passed me their flu/fever mans! yiyong
Is it you! );
Lousy body.
Whatever happened to my old fitness and flat tummy? Have been neglecting myself for too long until I don't know if I can ever will myself to get back in shape. Haha.. :/
Am so tiredd. I know I need to study. I know I need to. qj best, never reply sms.
It's only the first week of school. Why does it feel like the 15th week alrdy? );
Time to go sleep. shall wake up tmr to study
My corporate finance. Yes I must.
Marketing with Patricia Lui was so fun and she's really engaging and entertaining. Just the right remedy for a sad 330 Friday class.
Ok am bull-ing. Shows that I'm really tired.
わたしわねよおとおもいます。σ(^_^;)
6 hours of lecture in a day is really detrimental to my body.
Feeling horrid now. Like half wanting to puke, half headache, aching everywhere as though I'm gonna get fever soon. My nose is dripping as and when it feels like it and I keep alternating between feeling hot and feeling cold. ); who passed me their flu/fever mans! yiyong
Is it you! );
Lousy body.
Whatever happened to my old fitness and flat tummy? Have been neglecting myself for too long until I don't know if I can ever will myself to get back in shape. Haha.. :/
Am so tiredd. I know I need to study. I know I need to. qj best, never reply sms.
It's only the first week of school. Why does it feel like the 15th week alrdy? );
Time to go sleep. shall wake up tmr to study
My corporate finance. Yes I must.
Marketing with Patricia Lui was so fun and she's really engaging and entertaining. Just the right remedy for a sad 330 Friday class.
Ok am bull-ing. Shows that I'm really tired.
わたしわねよおとおもいます。σ(^_^;)
spin me silly, 3:20 AM.
Friday, September 24, 2010
to keep busy so i wont have time for rubbish thoughts again, that is the goal.
macro is challenging ): i'm lost at page 6. on the contrary, at least i managed to pass my jap test and graduate from jap elementary 1, makes skipping the 2nd half of macro lesson 1 worth it... though i really need to catch up asap. ):
today's gonna be a long long day. need to attend class from 12pm till 630pm! ): oh nos. havent tried 6 hours class straight, doing the 330 class for a friend luh.
went shopping today! havent told mum yet. always end up buying stuffs for my bro and sis instead! everytime w/o fail they'll be in my thoughts. lol. bought cute pill earrings for my little sis, in green (her fav color), and a red cute bear shirt for my bro, (who is into red and cute stuffs).
got myself a dress from max & moore. and a shirt, need to know how to wear it though. wanted to buy a khaki shorts...its really nice! but no size, it only comes in tomorrow!
spent $100 in all, plus all the food today... i think i spent almost $150 from my savings le ): oh well, at least my salary can cover it. phew.
addicted to a facebook new game. pop boom or smth. lol. strategy game! =)
gonna spend some time with family tomorrow. dad's complaining already. have been eating out with friends on mon, tue, thur.
stop the mood swings please please... i'd rather not have rubbish thoughts and mood swings.
this is a rubbish post. need to sleep soon and blog something decent tmr. haha. ):
macro is challenging ): i'm lost at page 6. on the contrary, at least i managed to pass my jap test and graduate from jap elementary 1, makes skipping the 2nd half of macro lesson 1 worth it... though i really need to catch up asap. ):
today's gonna be a long long day. need to attend class from 12pm till 630pm! ): oh nos. havent tried 6 hours class straight, doing the 330 class for a friend luh.
went shopping today! havent told mum yet. always end up buying stuffs for my bro and sis instead! everytime w/o fail they'll be in my thoughts. lol. bought cute pill earrings for my little sis, in green (her fav color), and a red cute bear shirt for my bro, (who is into red and cute stuffs).
got myself a dress from max & moore. and a shirt, need to know how to wear it though. wanted to buy a khaki shorts...its really nice! but no size, it only comes in tomorrow!
spent $100 in all, plus all the food today... i think i spent almost $150 from my savings le ): oh well, at least my salary can cover it. phew.
addicted to a facebook new game. pop boom or smth. lol. strategy game! =)
gonna spend some time with family tomorrow. dad's complaining already. have been eating out with friends on mon, tue, thur.
stop the mood swings please please... i'd rather not have rubbish thoughts and mood swings.
this is a rubbish post. need to sleep soon and blog something decent tmr. haha. ):
spin me silly, 1:21 AM.
Monday, September 20, 2010
school re-commences.
its back to studying, 3 hours per lecture, 4-5 days per week.
it feels like yesterday that we all were anxious and excited about the first week of school, having each other for company during lectures. the whole hwz group was so well, intact. where has everyone gone? there are a few of us left, trying to gather everyone together, anyone in fact...i miss those days.
and it came to my mind.
one year ago, on the first friday of school, while i was walking across the overhead bridge, getting to the busstop to catch a bus home, he called.
out of the blues, he called to chit chat with me and tell me that he fell asleep in class and his faux spectacles fell off. just a simple chit chat, just a simple call, got me overjoyed, got my heart beating faster, got me jumping for joy, for there and then, he was my eyecandy...
i'd never forget the times we had before we got together.
and yes, i'm still trying to get over it, almost half a year after we ended things.
hard as i try, these stupid flashbacks still floods my mind every now and then.
he's moved on, so should i. but somehow i'm still stuck in the past, suffering alone.
i've never thought i'd be the one who'll end up hanging on to the past.
until alas, i am.
i still ask myself, why oh why, did you treat me like a toy, like trash, like dirt, like anything disposable. why oh why.
i've never felt so alone, yet so at peace with myself. for once in my life, i'm not seeking a relationship, for i'm tired. for i need a break. for i've been disillusioned. i've been chasing everyone in my life who are concerned for me, away. cause i dont know if i'd ever be able to reciprocate. i dont want to hurt them the way i've been hurt. the feeling... the feeling... cant be described in words.
stuck a post-it on my mini board.
"On this day of your life, Melissa, We believe God wants you to know that when the night feels very long, remember that a brand new day is just around the corner"
Goodbye, my loved.
its back to studying, 3 hours per lecture, 4-5 days per week.
it feels like yesterday that we all were anxious and excited about the first week of school, having each other for company during lectures. the whole hwz group was so well, intact. where has everyone gone? there are a few of us left, trying to gather everyone together, anyone in fact...i miss those days.
and it came to my mind.
one year ago, on the first friday of school, while i was walking across the overhead bridge, getting to the busstop to catch a bus home, he called.
out of the blues, he called to chit chat with me and tell me that he fell asleep in class and his faux spectacles fell off. just a simple chit chat, just a simple call, got me overjoyed, got my heart beating faster, got me jumping for joy, for there and then, he was my eyecandy...
i'd never forget the times we had before we got together.
and yes, i'm still trying to get over it, almost half a year after we ended things.
hard as i try, these stupid flashbacks still floods my mind every now and then.
he's moved on, so should i. but somehow i'm still stuck in the past, suffering alone.
i've never thought i'd be the one who'll end up hanging on to the past.
until alas, i am.
i still ask myself, why oh why, did you treat me like a toy, like trash, like dirt, like anything disposable. why oh why.
i've never felt so alone, yet so at peace with myself. for once in my life, i'm not seeking a relationship, for i'm tired. for i need a break. for i've been disillusioned. i've been chasing everyone in my life who are concerned for me, away. cause i dont know if i'd ever be able to reciprocate. i dont want to hurt them the way i've been hurt. the feeling... the feeling... cant be described in words.
stuck a post-it on my mini board.
"On this day of your life, Melissa, We believe God wants you to know that when the night feels very long, remember that a brand new day is just around the corner"
Goodbye, my loved.
spin me silly, 2:08 AM.
