Sunday, March 21, 2010
bitter, sweet love. i experienced both today. it felt like i was riding on a roller coaster. first it went down down down till i cried, and then it went back up up up and i'm now happy. geez.
something happened between me and b today. we met for an hour during lunch and quarrelled. and then i went home while he went back to coach. Mum saw me cooping myself up in my room, asked me what happened, and the tears went free-falling. i know i was sad, but i didnt know it was to this extend. i think i was very tired of being the one giving in and loving more all the time.
afterwhich, he texted me sorry. and i texted back a 10 msges long sms, conveying how i felt about the quarrel and my feelings over these 2 mths, while he continue to coach till 7pm.
then clearing up my puffer fish eyes as much as possible, i headed to tpy spans court for vball friendly. urgh. not good i tell you. i screwed up pretty bad. haha
and then wilson and i were so bored we decided to play this lame game. write questions and fold and put into my shoebag, then answer the questions we pick out. hahaha. i think i learnt alot of secrets of his. wheee.
then afterwhich, i called b to check what he's doing a.t.m. while waiting for mum to come pick me up. mum never came to pick me up. he appeared at the court near 10pm instead! i'm so so so happy (: its always damn sweet when bf picks gf up at the court after her sports game. b came all the way...all the way...and then he hugged me, apologized and took me for dinner at his favourite kway chap store in tpy. ahhhh, now i feel so loved. (: (: (:
too bad b cant go for my cousin gathering ltr. he has been wanting to play with baby joshua for so long already, and my cousins so wanna see him~~ =\
something happened between me and b today. we met for an hour during lunch and quarrelled. and then i went home while he went back to coach. Mum saw me cooping myself up in my room, asked me what happened, and the tears went free-falling. i know i was sad, but i didnt know it was to this extend. i think i was very tired of being the one giving in and loving more all the time.
afterwhich, he texted me sorry. and i texted back a 10 msges long sms, conveying how i felt about the quarrel and my feelings over these 2 mths, while he continue to coach till 7pm.
then clearing up my puffer fish eyes as much as possible, i headed to tpy spans court for vball friendly. urgh. not good i tell you. i screwed up pretty bad. haha
and then wilson and i were so bored we decided to play this lame game. write questions and fold and put into my shoebag, then answer the questions we pick out. hahaha. i think i learnt alot of secrets of his. wheee.
then afterwhich, i called b to check what he's doing a.t.m. while waiting for mum to come pick me up. mum never came to pick me up. he appeared at the court near 10pm instead! i'm so so so happy (: its always damn sweet when bf picks gf up at the court after her sports game. b came all the way...all the way...and then he hugged me, apologized and took me for dinner at his favourite kway chap store in tpy. ahhhh, now i feel so loved. (: (: (:
too bad b cant go for my cousin gathering ltr. he has been wanting to play with baby joshua for so long already, and my cousins so wanna see him~~ =\
spin me silly, 12:54 AM.
