Monday, April 19, 2010
i cannot do this anymore. i really cant.
i try to study, try to concentrate, but i cant. and i feel horrible. because i wanna do well for exams, but i just cant because i keep thinking and thinking.
i hate it that i love you. i really do.
i cant eat much, i've lost interest in everything and my parents are already angry with me for behaving liddat because they love me and to see me hurt liddat, its painful to them too.
why are you so cruel to me?
i cant believe myself, that i wanted to go back to you, and beg you to not break up with me.
because its been too soon to just let go. because i still love you alot. because we've yet to work through thick and thin together. how can you do this to me?? at a time like this??
i'm in tears up till now. the 4th day of breakup.
my eyes are already so small.
i cant hear from you anymore, cant receive sweet messages from you anymore, cant hear you say you love me anymore, do you know how lonely i feel and how sucky it is?
help. someone just kill me, if it can make all this pain go away. if not, i'll probably end up quitting school if i failed year 1 because i really cant study, not because i dont want to.
mum and dad. i'm so sorry. really really sorry.
i try to study, try to concentrate, but i cant. and i feel horrible. because i wanna do well for exams, but i just cant because i keep thinking and thinking.
i hate it that i love you. i really do.
i cant eat much, i've lost interest in everything and my parents are already angry with me for behaving liddat because they love me and to see me hurt liddat, its painful to them too.
why are you so cruel to me?
i cant believe myself, that i wanted to go back to you, and beg you to not break up with me.
because its been too soon to just let go. because i still love you alot. because we've yet to work through thick and thin together. how can you do this to me?? at a time like this??
i'm in tears up till now. the 4th day of breakup.
my eyes are already so small.
i cant hear from you anymore, cant receive sweet messages from you anymore, cant hear you say you love me anymore, do you know how lonely i feel and how sucky it is?
help. someone just kill me, if it can make all this pain go away. if not, i'll probably end up quitting school if i failed year 1 because i really cant study, not because i dont want to.
mum and dad. i'm so sorry. really really sorry.
spin me silly, 1:37 PM.
