Tuesday, April 6, 2010
i'm so tired. from the lack of sleep. from all the mind games going on with everyone. why cant life be as simple as fairytales? so i am the evil step sister in someone's eyes. i helped to matchmake them, and i'm the evil step sister. what has the world become?
oh well. i know i'm bitchy in some of my own ways that really gets on people's nerves sometimes. but as long as i remain true to myself and to the people whom i know i care for and they care for me, its enough. if i try to make the whole world happy, i'll just end up being miserable and suicidal (kath says that there're 4 kinds of suicidal in socio. damn amazing. haha)
hungry. oh yeah. no wonder. i only had a scone for dinner! oops. =\ this is not good. time to sleep if not tmr gastric again.
koi bubble tea. i want. ):
and to the person whom i suspect has a grudge against me, for whatever the reason, what have i done to you? why the evil laughter and crap. zzz.
oh well. competitive spirit is stressing me out. i realized i have offically 30 days left before my final yr 1 papers. oh dear me. i'm barely done. and i kinda screwed up my prelims luh. failed maths pretty badly?
gotta reach that aim. i gotta reach that goal.
mel, do it for yourself. show yourself you can. its time to gain some self confidence like b said.
rachel is the cutest ever. ok! prawning, genting, mahjong, swimming, sports activities coming up for us after exams! wheeeee~ cant wait. hopefully we'll have energy left for that. but i look forward to it! (:
hungry. hungry. gdnite!
oh well. i know i'm bitchy in some of my own ways that really gets on people's nerves sometimes. but as long as i remain true to myself and to the people whom i know i care for and they care for me, its enough. if i try to make the whole world happy, i'll just end up being miserable and suicidal (kath says that there're 4 kinds of suicidal in socio. damn amazing. haha)
hungry. oh yeah. no wonder. i only had a scone for dinner! oops. =\ this is not good. time to sleep if not tmr gastric again.
koi bubble tea. i want. ):
and to the person whom i suspect has a grudge against me, for whatever the reason, what have i done to you? why the evil laughter and crap. zzz.
oh well. competitive spirit is stressing me out. i realized i have offically 30 days left before my final yr 1 papers. oh dear me. i'm barely done. and i kinda screwed up my prelims luh. failed maths pretty badly?
gotta reach that aim. i gotta reach that goal.
mel, do it for yourself. show yourself you can. its time to gain some self confidence like b said.
rachel is the cutest ever. ok! prawning, genting, mahjong, swimming, sports activities coming up for us after exams! wheeeee~ cant wait. hopefully we'll have energy left for that. but i look forward to it! (:
hungry. hungry. gdnite!
spin me silly, 1:56 AM.
