Friday, April 23, 2010
stop avoiding me already.
i can see you're so actively trying to avoid me every meal time. is there really a need to?
if thats your reply to the question i've yet to ask officially, then i accept it. just, lets us go back to the days when we were chattable friends again. back to the days last august till december...i just dont wanna lose our friendship cause of a broken relationship. its too much of a pity. i think, i can lie to myself we've never dated before, if thats what it takes to make you back into a friend who'll stop all this avoiding crap and talk to me again! wah lao.
you need to stop smoking more and more each day just because we've broken up. you need to stop eating all the oily and junk food cause we've broken up and i cant stop you from looking after your health anymore. think of your mum please. she needs you to be strong and fit and healthy to take care of her till her old age. your dad too.
smoking and all the oily food just doesnt make it right. especially with your fainting spells. please watch your health...
studying was pretty fruitful today. because i went to a revision room with kath. it was peaceful, it lemme be in sync with myself for once. to let me have a peaceful day with less messy thoughts.
somehow or rather, my thoughts always float to him. "he's sending grace home now? he's at pioneer macs now? he sound asleep already? he's coaching the little kids again..wonder if they're as adorable today? " sighs, doubt i'll never get the answers to these questions. he's pretty much avoiding me nowadays. sms also so cold. zzz. seriously, i think even normal friends like grace and daryl gets treated in a better way. haha. so dumb can. why are you avoiding me? i'm all ready to be a friend again, just a friend if you want nothing else to do with me already. just a friend if you dont love me already. i'm sure i can hide any remaining feelings deep down.
played wii tennis ytd. at least it still shows something. our sporty gene and love to win and accept challenges, are all still there. our teamwork too. our mo qi. hahaha. it was fun once again. for a moment, it felt like everything went back to last sept, when i first got to know you. (: then again, after all these, i know you better than anyone now. haha.
lost 1 kg the whole week. wah lao. this is good. cant eat from all the things i have to cope withhh! ):
needs a sporty holiday mans. come on, when's cable ski! RAHHHH. i swear if you continue to avoid me or continue being rude, i'll kick you off your ski the next time we go cable ski. HURMPH.
wheeeee.
i can see you're so actively trying to avoid me every meal time. is there really a need to?
if thats your reply to the question i've yet to ask officially, then i accept it. just, lets us go back to the days when we were chattable friends again. back to the days last august till december...i just dont wanna lose our friendship cause of a broken relationship. its too much of a pity. i think, i can lie to myself we've never dated before, if thats what it takes to make you back into a friend who'll stop all this avoiding crap and talk to me again! wah lao.
you need to stop smoking more and more each day just because we've broken up. you need to stop eating all the oily and junk food cause we've broken up and i cant stop you from looking after your health anymore. think of your mum please. she needs you to be strong and fit and healthy to take care of her till her old age. your dad too.
smoking and all the oily food just doesnt make it right. especially with your fainting spells. please watch your health...
studying was pretty fruitful today. because i went to a revision room with kath. it was peaceful, it lemme be in sync with myself for once. to let me have a peaceful day with less messy thoughts.
somehow or rather, my thoughts always float to him. "he's sending grace home now? he's at pioneer macs now? he sound asleep already? he's coaching the little kids again..wonder if they're as adorable today? " sighs, doubt i'll never get the answers to these questions. he's pretty much avoiding me nowadays. sms also so cold. zzz. seriously, i think even normal friends like grace and daryl gets treated in a better way. haha. so dumb can. why are you avoiding me? i'm all ready to be a friend again, just a friend if you want nothing else to do with me already. just a friend if you dont love me already. i'm sure i can hide any remaining feelings deep down.
played wii tennis ytd. at least it still shows something. our sporty gene and love to win and accept challenges, are all still there. our teamwork too. our mo qi. hahaha. it was fun once again. for a moment, it felt like everything went back to last sept, when i first got to know you. (: then again, after all these, i know you better than anyone now. haha.
lost 1 kg the whole week. wah lao. this is good. cant eat from all the things i have to cope withhh! ):
needs a sporty holiday mans. come on, when's cable ski! RAHHHH. i swear if you continue to avoid me or continue being rude, i'll kick you off your ski the next time we go cable ski. HURMPH.
wheeeee.
spin me silly, 11:29 PM.
