Wednesday, August 18, 2010
its been a really long time since i've blogged...
didnt blog through my whole horrid depression experience phrase, but am thankful for all who stood by me and gave me a hand...if not who knows where i'd be now? in IMH maybe?
life's getting better these past 5 days that i've started working in the Bank of Singapore. to be honest, i actually like my job...compared to the previous one as ACE insurance. (even though my colleagues there are all nice people). This one, the atmosphere, the surroundings, the environment...everything is more vibrant to me. The job scope as well...I think i still love the banking environment more. and those with regards to events planning.
as for my dating life, well...i guess a few people have asked me out, but i dont think i'm ready to commit to any relationship at this point in time. i just feel, tired and empty and not ready to accept anybody.
the strangest part was receiving a bouquet of 12 roses and 5 gerbera and lavenders today! apparently its from an unknown sender, he/she didnt leave their name...how did he/she know my address?! seriously...i dont know whether to be happy or annoyed. its driving me crazy that i dont even know anyone possible who'd send it.
To: Melly~ (seriously, who calls me melly?? someone close??)
"you may just be one of the many inevitable reasons that make life beautiful"
GOSH.
i should just call FarEastFlora and demand for the sender's details.zzz
went out for buffet dinner at ban heng with madd and her boyfriend eric today, and madeline invited QJ...cause she made me ask my friend along so i wont be lonely. at first it was weird max cause QJ didnt know them both. just come to pei me only, cause scared i extra. but QJ warmed up i guess. stupid madd and her evil pairing me up plan! RAHHH. just you wait madd, sweet revenge coming right up uh! on fb! hmph.
With regards to QJ, i hope he wont get hurt, because i dont know if i'll ever be open to the idea of love again.
life's slowly getting back to normal. i hope i'll never have to hit rock bottom with depression and anxiety again...i'm not really back to my old bubbly self yet, but am glad to say i'm on the route to recovery (:
"On this day, God wants you to know ... that you are blessed. You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere." (:
Thanks God. your quotes made me see the positive side of life.
be strong girl. be strong. be there for others like you've always been. this time, remember to be there for yourself too.
karadesu, the only exception.
didnt blog through my whole horrid depression experience phrase, but am thankful for all who stood by me and gave me a hand...if not who knows where i'd be now? in IMH maybe?
life's getting better these past 5 days that i've started working in the Bank of Singapore. to be honest, i actually like my job...compared to the previous one as ACE insurance. (even though my colleagues there are all nice people). This one, the atmosphere, the surroundings, the environment...everything is more vibrant to me. The job scope as well...I think i still love the banking environment more. and those with regards to events planning.
as for my dating life, well...i guess a few people have asked me out, but i dont think i'm ready to commit to any relationship at this point in time. i just feel, tired and empty and not ready to accept anybody.
the strangest part was receiving a bouquet of 12 roses and 5 gerbera and lavenders today! apparently its from an unknown sender, he/she didnt leave their name...how did he/she know my address?! seriously...i dont know whether to be happy or annoyed. its driving me crazy that i dont even know anyone possible who'd send it.
To: Melly~ (seriously, who calls me melly?? someone close??)
"you may just be one of the many inevitable reasons that make life beautiful"
GOSH.
i should just call FarEastFlora and demand for the sender's details.zzz
went out for buffet dinner at ban heng with madd and her boyfriend eric today, and madeline invited QJ...cause she made me ask my friend along so i wont be lonely. at first it was weird max cause QJ didnt know them both. just come to pei me only, cause scared i extra. but QJ warmed up i guess. stupid madd and her evil pairing me up plan! RAHHH. just you wait madd, sweet revenge coming right up uh! on fb! hmph.
With regards to QJ, i hope he wont get hurt, because i dont know if i'll ever be open to the idea of love again.
life's slowly getting back to normal. i hope i'll never have to hit rock bottom with depression and anxiety again...i'm not really back to my old bubbly self yet, but am glad to say i'm on the route to recovery (:
"On this day, God wants you to know ... that you are blessed. You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere." (:
Thanks God. your quotes made me see the positive side of life.
be strong girl. be strong. be there for others like you've always been. this time, remember to be there for yourself too.
karadesu, the only exception.
spin me silly, 12:22 AM.
